Monday, July 12, 2010
a new blog for a new phase in life.
http://bingbloggin.wordpress.com/
life's just like uni.
moving on to semester 2!=)
Sunday, September 14, 2008
can't bear to see byy pout, so i'm back!
since i got posted to artillery,
my lifestyle has been changing quite a bit~
i must say,
i could get used to artillery life!
when i asked the sergeant
what's the most xiong1 part of the course,
he said, "when you have nothing to do lor."
i was like O.O ... i thought he was joking can...
then the next day,
we ended at 5pm.
went back to bunk.
realise there was nothing else to do
for the rest of the day. O.O
i thought it was only that day can,
then the next few days we ended at the same time=))
even better,
after a test a week later,
we went back to bunk at like 2pm wtH=DDD
but seriously,
human nature is like f-ed up la...
now,
whenever it approaches 5pm,
we'd be like, "oi, end le ma... 5pm le..."
then we'd be grumpy and stuff lol.
to think that we never had anything more than
an hour of free time in the past haha...
see,
told you i could get used to artillery life=))
mid-autumn festival's tmr!
i'm all ready to bring byy to a nice park
to walk around with our paper lanterns!<3
it's been a long time since
i got to bring byy out to relax...
hope we'll have a great time tmr!<333
Sunday, June 15, 2008
aha.
as bryan's nick goes,
POP goes my heart~
POP loh~
:)
byy~
zhi kai is a pro photographer worr!
enjoy!
underwear man who left his sexy red underwear in da yoiley,
johny pok,
POK!~,
left;
the pro all-rounded dancer,
merith low,
right.
GOOD EVENING, SIRRRRR!~
ORION 4, da bomb...
like yO, POP loH~
our families, and loved ones...~
my mommy~ lau you many<333
9 weeks just like that,
be it here in sg,
or in faraway china,
byy,
thank you for being there for me every night<3
one more week in sweet surrender~
lets make the fullest of it~<333
;)
Sunday, April 27, 2008
should've blogged before i left for army,
but it's ok cos i'm back now~
my first two weeks...
it was generally quite alright in fact,
just really really want my weekends.
heck with all the tough training & army regimentation,
JUST DONT TOUCH MY WEEKENDS!~
cos without them i would've lost my only motivation,
time with my one & only byy~
i'll have to be careful, reaLL careful,
not to give them reason to give us confinement.
we must help each other out!
remind each other yep,
cos it really hurts to see u're buddies get confined too yea...
my first weekend out...
it was the best in a long time~
two weeks of accumulative emotions,
all found their way out when i met her~ =))
labour day hol is coming!
and and, our anni's coming!!~
can't wait to see her again... <333
have a good week byy~
i'll have a good one tuu!<3
Sunday, March 30, 2008
my previous post feels like yesterday.
im back here,
blogging bout the same damn thing.
this is it,
the last thing he can do...
"OK, you break up with her,
or you lose me."
what can be more drama?
i dunnoe why, find it almost comical...
mebbe its cos im alr mentally unstable.
we're meeting up tonight.
the 3 of us.
can almost predict that he'll
be the only one rattling away.
can only hope byy will be ok...
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
just had high fever...
headache, bodyache, tired.
guess it's 'cos i've been
waking early while sleeping late,
and biking everyday under the hot sun lately.
but it can't be just that.
i'm not THAT unhealthy.
there has to be something else.
so,
i wouldn't eliminate the emotional stress
i get from dad as one of the reasons.
i guess another major hurdle is approaching.
i suppose it has to come sooner or later,
given that i suck at hiding stuff and
leaked out the existence of the relationship
quite a while ago.
dad has been waiting way before my A's
to "talk some sense into me".
he always says he gives me a choice.
but if i make the "wrong" choice,
i leave him with no choice.
then he has to step in,
and i am left with a choiceless choice.
wow.
to think that i believed him when he said
the choice is mine.
bullshit.
well,
i must say he has been persevering really well
when it comes to making me end the relationship.
better than me i guess,
since i haven't been coping well lately.
its annoying that i always get so emotional
when he lectures me about it.
i need to be strongerrr.
anyway,
i apparently show no improvement in
setting goals,
following a timetable,
having a reading programme,
and most importantly,
i haven't listened to him in terms of
doing something about the relationship.
so,
he wants to get in contact with her.
he says,
"if i can't get through to you,
i'll have to talk to her.
if i can't get through to her,
i'll have to talk to her father."
wow.
so if he can't get through to her father,
i wonder what he'll do.
but that's unlikely.
she will have to suffer hell
much worse than mine
if he gets to her father.
it'll have to stop at her.
.
.
.
hey wait...
i can stop it,
it doesn't have to reach her.
i've got to do something.
.
.
.
V Day's coming!
all these things are such a turn-off.
dun spoil the mood yo.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
wwahhhhhh,
my handphone passed away... T.T
i sent it to the hospital,
but it was too expensive to revive it... ='(
its other significant half with lao po,
seemed to be so sad that it started breaking down too...
finally,
after two months of travelling back and forth,
failing again and again,
i've finally reached the LAST STAGE of my bike courses!
all i need to do now is to spam this last stage
all the way until the 18th of feb~
i CANNOT afford to fail man.
i sooO wanna ride that scrambler to school
when our results are out in march!
haha,
when my friends ask me what i did last winter,
i'd say...
'nothing man, i got a scrambler~'
lOl.
even though we don't meet often,
i'm always with you baby<3
