Thursday, January 17, 2008
wwahhhhhh,
my handphone passed away... T.T
i sent it to the hospital,
but it was too expensive to revive it... ='(
its other significant half with lao po,
seemed to be so sad that it started breaking down too...
finally,
after two months of travelling back and forth,
failing again and again,
i've finally reached the LAST STAGE of my bike courses!
all i need to do now is to spam this last stage
all the way until the 18th of feb~
i CANNOT afford to fail man.
i sooO wanna ride that scrambler to school
when our results are out in march!
haha,
when my friends ask me what i did last winter,
i'd say...
'nothing man, i got a scrambler~'
lOl.
even though we don't meet often,
i'm always with you baby<3
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
hi bloggie~
life has been a little roller-coaster-ish since baby's back.
haha.
looking back,
they're all sweet memories i tell you.
the ups,
and the downs,
all of 'em~ <3
it's been 8 months and going,
and i'm loving her more and more.
so much that,
questions start popping up.
"what if...... what if... what if.........."
but we concluded,
there's nothing much to ask ba.
let time tell it all~
all i know now,
is that i want to give her everything i've got.
give and give so that i'll have no regrets,
give until there's nothing left...~
Relient K - Give Until There's Nothing Left
No one told me
The right way
The right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
Cause how much
Is too much
To give you
Well I may never know
So I'll just give until there's nothing else
Yeah I'll give give give (until there's nothing else)
Give my life (until it all runs out)
Give give (and I'll have no regrets)
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give
No one told me
How bad I need you (need you)
But I somehow arrived
To that conclusion all by myself (all by myself)
And I want
All you have to offer (to offer)
So I offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else
And I'll give give give (until there's nothing else)
Give my life (until it all runs out)
Give give (and I'll have no regrets)
I'll give until there's nothing left to
Give give give (until there's nothing else)
Give my life (until it all runs out)
Give give (and I'll have no regrets)
I'll give until there's nothing left
Sometimes it seems
Like all I ever do
Is ask for things
Until I ask too much of you
But that's not the way (that's not the way)
I wanna live (I wanna live)
I need to change (I need to change)
But something's got to give
Yeah something's got to
Give give give (until there's nothing left)
Give my life (until it all runs out)
Give give (and I'll have no regrets)
I'll give until there's nothing left to give
Give give give (until there's nothing left)
Give my life (until it all runs out)
Give give
Give until there's nothing left
I'll give
i have loved you without holding back,
am loving you like never before,
and will love you with everything i've got.
happy 8th-month anniversary my dearest~
loveee<3 =DDD
Thursday, January 03, 2008
now i know why i never use my blog.
'cos the things that go thru my mind be4,
always become nonsensical after.
lol.
can i delete the prev post now...
baby,
if i can't make you happy the next time,
at least,
i won't make you feel worse like i always do.
really sorry,
and,
thank you.
i love you.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
ok,
this is the first time
i'm using my blog to sort out my thoughts.
bet i'll end my entry not 'cos i'm all sorted out,
but 'cos i dunnoe wth im saying.
but ah wells.
everytime unhappy stuff happens,
i kill myself over and over again.
it's when i'm so deep in my thoughts,
that i can't feel myself anymore.
but this time,
i've been given a little more time.
so an hour ago i thought to myself.
i'm already quite dead,
it's a familiar feeling.
but why is it here again?
must it always be like this when something unhappy happens?
it's really quite pathetic.
as usual,
i was finding fault with myself again.
i mean,
of course i did something that darling didn't like,
otherwise there won't be a need for this entry.
but is that the crux?
no one's perfect.
but why is patching up always so painful?
i really dunnoe what to do.
should i listen to jas and place my trust in time to do my job?
eh,
wth am i saying.
damn,
i really suck with expressing my thoughts through this.
come on,
i need a miracle.
