BinG's BloG~

Saturday, January 14, 2006

It’s been a full week since I last blogged. Come to think of it, I realised it’s just a phase and that it’s not smart to blog a full passage on a regular basis. Campfire last night was the night of all nights, just as the seniors have said at the beginning of orientation. T’was even better than New Year celebrations at Downtown East.

I’m going through a new phase in my life that makes me feel very weird. I basically start to think I’m downright lousy at socialising and I become super-sensitive to every thing I do with my friends, thinking about it again and again. Everything just feels so fake. But, I know it’s not the case. I’m just thinking too much. Just makes me think about what in the world is friendship.

Just can’t wait for lessons to start, for things to settle down, for all these to clear up. More importantly, for me to get used to co-ed. Damn… My female OG friends were complaining about the guys in their class behaving non-gentlemanly and I just hope I’m not like that. Non-co-ed sucks big time, now I have to go through all this crap. But I guess it has its pros too…

Just need to tell myself what I told a friend: “Remember the past, hope for the future, live in the now.”

I just need time……